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27 August 2020 @ 08:10 pm
General Surgeon's Warning
 This journal is loaded with fangirly crack, uber flailing and a lot of randomness. 
It may cause ultimate brainbreakage, incoherence, keyboard smashing and flailing
due to many ikemen, fan news and many information about Japanese Male Idols,
Please also note that there GHEI, BLATANT RANTAGE in this blog.
Take it with a lot of laughter, humor an open mind and a dash of love.
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☆ mood ☆: awakeawake
30 January 2014 @ 09:57 am

t’s been a long time since I last felt this familiar surge of fangirly feelings. The last I think was with Mio Acaba and Taito Hashimoto who are still my babes, and Ichinose Hidekazu is still my husband. But, I cannot ignore this sudden burst of fangirly love for Renn Kiriyama.

Sure he isnt as hot or as cute as the other guys. But this guy can definitely act. All the roles I have seen him in — and I have seen quite a few. He has been downright convincing. So here's a little run down of why I love him

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kiriyama Renn fanart by Me

☆ location ☆: Office
27 February 2013 @ 11:22 pm
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☆ mood ☆: highhigh
☆ tune ☆: everlasting love- brz
19 June 2012 @ 10:06 am

Lately, I have felt that I have progressed as an artist.  I know my art powers have leveled up. I could compare my old portraits to the ones I have now and are working on now, I believe that I have truly gone up a notch - but that isn't the only thing that has levelled up.  The longer I work on the portraits,  the more I feel calm - in short, art is doing amazing things for my impatience and temper.

Portraiture is a hobby I started primarily because I want to draw something from life. I want to capture people in their finest hours and make them into art, but it's not something I can just pick up a pencil and do.  Unlike Manga and Anime art, which I still yet have to improve,  portraiture requires patience. It requires practice and a lot of it to get to draw real people. I started last year, but I didn't have the guts to continue it til now.


This is a former art of mine. This was my style before. But, I felt that it was still way too cartoonish I felt like I am staring at a manga right now, altough, admittedly, she was cosplaying, that wasn't my aim. The colors are too solid and it feels really funny to me. The picture of Ryo was drawn for several hours and is a bit better, but the lips and a lot of the features lack realism.  Though it is a good render and I am proud of this, I wanted to do better.

Midway, I started to find myself in between anime and realism.

Neeko's eyes are amazing (pink hair) but yes, she does look likea n anime character and I don't know if it is just my coloring or it's my scanner but she looks fake.  While this failed picture of the prince Fukki ( Left redhead portrait) totally makes me annoyed. I hate the way it looks. I actually think he looks likea  cartoon.

This one of Ichinose Hiedekazu (on bristol) looks amazing except for the toning of the face and the badly rendered hair. I should go back to this and fix this.

Then I came up with this, which is 1000x better than the first Fujiwara Yuuki portrait. I believe that I finally made it, except for the lack of toning and the darkened lips (which made him look like his character in the play maria na magdala).

If you click the photo above of Kuroki Meisa, you will find that I finally almost got it. :D It is the first portrait I worked on for two days (maybe I will upload a collage of the making of Kuroki, pictures) but she was amazing 2 days of work and still , I know I have a lot more to work on (i.e. Toning,Shadowing)... but this only goes to show that practice DOES make perfect.  And someday, I know, I'll make a picture so lifelike that you'll think its a picture!

28 April 2012 @ 08:43 am
So, recently, I have just finished downloading all of REBOCONS from 1-5 and Taiwan finally have watched them all. My reaction? I WANT MORE!! I really do want more - so KHR needs to hurry up with the rumored movie and the next season so I can get watching more Reborn and Seiyuu action. 

In hindsight, it's been a while since I last flailed about anything. But this is so worth it. I mean the insanity, the songs, the seiyuus, the characters are all flail worthy. But my absolute favorite is still Hayato Gokudera and his seiyuu, Ichinose Hidekazu.  <3

I woke up thinking I want to write the Paradox fic that I have for Lambo. BUT >.> My notes was elusive and now I found it, I have no idea where I am going with it. Ah, well... I'll try to continue the best I could anyway.
5 year old Lambo, where the hell are those ideas? 
So, muses, now that I am writing, you all decided to jump me? >.> Orchestra idea. I'll write that later. >.> NO, Hayato I am not ignoring you and stop throwing knives at me Bel. Fran, don't turn me into a frog. 
Finally, Yamamoto Takeshi don't make that face. >.> It doesnt work... well it does but...yeah.
Someone save me from idiot muses.
26 October 2011 @ 11:03 am
Its that time of year again. Hiatus time! I hope I make it thisyear
03 October 2011 @ 06:43 pm
COSMANIA 2011 was a ton of fun. I totally loved it. Though I wasn't in costume, I came prepared with my camera, my boyfriend and my tiny slips of paper with my site name on it to give to the people I took photos of. I was looking forward to meet my friend Nicole and some new people like the Vongola Cosplayers from Best of Anime who I became friends with over the net.  I already did my sort of review on my other blog :
See Part One and Part 2 -- check it out to see the link to the gallery where I put the pics as well. This post is more of a personal view of what I really felt while I was in the con and the aftermath.
God, I-pin stop pestering me. I don't know how to get rid of her voice in my head. But her incessant annoying me at least keeps my muses awake. I've been listening to too much KHR Chara Songs I think. She's invaded my brain too much. I am listening to Ramen Nobichau over and over again. I-pin get out!!

I-pin: I-pin will not! I-pin will sing!

Well, I tried to listen to that because I was flailing about Gokudera's Yell too much. Ichinose wins at life. He's so smexy and  pretty and so Gokudera. ( he is the seiyuu after all) and the song is really my type of song. :D So, thats another plus. God, I'm listening to Yell again and flailing at the way he rolls his R's. I'm such a fangirl.

*melts* He's such a man. A manly man and he's older than me. (Ichinose, not the character)

So far though I have plots about him. He's a character I know well, after all. :D Im hoping that I get to finish Figlio dela tempesta finally and the plotted novel.

Original Muses also are alive. :) I havent really written anything decent lately as I have been extremely tired lately, but I have been good in plotting. Maybe one time, i will finally have the focus to write

Right now, the VARIA Arc is calling to me
☆ mood ☆: amusedamused
☆ tune ☆: Chan Li Mei - Ramen Nobichau
31 July 2011 @ 08:04 pm
I am watching the 2nd episode of ouran again and I am flailing. dearest  Yamamoto Yusuke is blowing me away and giving me the Tamaki Love I need. The twins are cute and chiba yuudai is effortless cute. BUT YAMAMOTO YUSUKE and his flaily antics make me happy. :D  Sad that this is such a short drama. I JUST SO LOVE IT.

Anyway, im starting work again tomorrow. I can't wait to actually do sometihing good again. It's good timing too since Noy decided to start saving up for us. He's such a wonderful guy.