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 This journal is loaded with fangirly crack, uber flailing and a lot of randomness. 
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☆ mood ☆: awakeawake
30 January 2014 @ 10:09 am

Ok. Another cooking drama for Matsu Jun. It's a simple romantic comedy about chocolates, and a desperate kind of love,

AsiaWiki describes the plot as this.

After graduating from high school, Sota Koyurugi (Jun Matsumoto) studies bakery at an institute. In high school, he fell in love with beautiful Saeko. Because of Sota's effort, he is able to have a romantic relationship with Saeko right before Christmas. Saeko though tells Sota that she will be unable to meet him on Valentine's Day, but can meet him on the day before Valentine's Day. On that day, Sota gives Saeko chocolate that he made, but she doesn't accept his gift. Saeko tells him that she didn't think they were dating. Sota is heartbroken, but he doesn't give up hope.

To make Saeko love him, he travels to France with little money and studies chocolate there. This is because Saeko loves chocolate. 5 years later, Sota becomes a first-class Chocolatier. Now back in Japan, Sota opens his very own store.

It sounds quite similar to Bambino! - which is about Italian Cooking. I loved Bambino too so, I am kind of looking forward to this. Jun is really good with food related drama so I am thinking that this will be good.

The first episode convinced me with its chocolate and Jun's real cooking skill. ( I mean, I know he can cook and this just shows that he's an excellent chef ) Though, the love story is still beginning , I am kind of looking forward to this.

30 January 2014 @ 09:57 am

t’s been a long time since I last felt this familiar surge of fangirly feelings. The last I think was with Mio Acaba and Taito Hashimoto who are still my babes, and Ichinose Hidekazu is still my husband. But, I cannot ignore this sudden burst of fangirly love for Renn Kiriyama.

Sure he isnt as hot or as cute as the other guys. But this guy can definitely act. All the roles I have seen him in — and I have seen quite a few. He has been downright convincing. So here's a little run down of why I love him

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kiriyama Renn fanart by Me

☆ location ☆: Office
29 January 2014 @ 07:28 am
Watched LOST DAYS today on the way to work. Ep 1 and 2 were very compelling. I guess I shall follow this again. I am not so good with suspense, but Kiriyama Renn's acting was so good! <3 He really sold me here. (Ok, I have a bias) Seto Kouji was cute as well and 吉沢 亮 Yoshizawa Ryo was funny here. I can't believe he was the same Kamen Rider Meteor. XD Anyway, the girls were all cute too.. I can't wait for more of the story to unfold.
Please watch it, if you are into DRAMA. Its amazing!
And... I am proud to say, I watched these without subs and I understood most of the conversation. ^__^ OMG. I am getting better at Japanese!
Also, I aced my Lesson 1 Exam.  Wheeeee! Next exam, Lesson 1 and 2!
Been a busy week but, its going to go great.... ^__^
06 January 2014 @ 11:56 am

Good morning and Happy New Year.

2013 in review was definitely a good year. Well… a lot of dreams came true – like living in Japan going back and forth to Japan and a lot more. I really enjoyed 2013! I also made a lot of good lifelong friends, weeded out most of the people I dont need in my life and focused on what mattered to me at that moment.

In 2013, I learned who my real friends are and who my acquaintances and fairweather friends are. I am lucky, I can count them within my fingers. People who I can really trust, who I can truly open up to, who will not judge me and who will truly care for me.  In 2013 I got to know who I really am, what I want and what I need in my life. it was a year of learning how to let go of things that just hurt me and a year of being alone and getting to know ME more.

In 2013, I got to know my GOD. I got to know how to love myself and him. But, it wasn’t easy — because the people who I thought would lead me to him, led me to feel isolated. This led to a few months of feeling lost and feeling lonely. In fact, I ended 2013 battling depression – that feeling of not really mattering to anyone anymore. That feeling of not belonging.

But I knew I was stronger than that, I battled through my thoughts with prayers. And although, I lost my ability to draw —well, not really lose but I felt like I couldn’t draw the way I want to because my confidence which I worked so hard for was stripped from me. I knew I wasnt totally back to zero.

This year, I will journey to:

  • Show everyone who I really am and show them that I can achieve things I have been talking about for years.

  • I will study and pass the JLPT exams (probably N4) — I hope if not N5

  • I will lose weight and keep it off. Show those naysayers that they are wrong.

  • I will connect only with people who matter to me.

  • I will get to know CHRIST more in a personal level, because he is all I need.

These few things, I have discovered that my word of the year, is FOCUS. I need to focus on the things that matter and keep away from things that will draw me away from myself. I need to tackle things one step at a time

So I started my 2014 by enrolling in a Japanese language class to prepare for my exam. I also started my Herbalife diet. And lets hope I survive. Its not going to be an easy year, a year of adjustment, I have to finish things for work and find my real PURPOSE and FOCUS. But God will reveal it to me in HIS time.

I am hopeful this year. As I am every new year, but more realistic. I think with elbow grease, I canr eally make it.

On Fandom: I started a new one.


I have  finished OOO and Fourze and adored it. I am going through Den-O and HONESTLY, young Sato Takeru makes me smile he is adorable. My sister demands Wizard and people have recommended W. I will soon blah about this! <3

Btw, I miss NEWS, whats going on with them? Jyannis too?

AH well... I will get off my depmode and become more positive. I need to blog more too... AND WRITe.

☆ mood ☆: satisfiedsatisfied
☆ tune ☆: Peaceful Time
27 November 2013 @ 09:13 am

he went to the vet to get shots. poor baby, but he was so brave! cried once and was playing all afternoon after

then he took a nap...with his teddy...
how adorable.he is such a blessing!!

oh he knows sit now!!

20 November 2013 @ 11:53 am

have u met my puppy zemo? he is a shiranian (pomeranian and shihtzu}mix given by my grandma! curious and cute he is a very sassy pup

i loveee

20 November 2013 @ 10:27 am

and i have a lot of work to do if we want to finish infinite stage before summer con. frankly i still have to finish le mannequis too.

gah. mangaka life vs real life.

haha. anyway..

how cute is my cup cover?!

will be on lj more. i promise

19 November 2013 @ 08:58 am
It has been a while since I last posted. I guess I am okay now after a few months of bad physical health. I was well enough to go to Disney with the family last weekend to celebrate the twins' birthday. It was amazing. I had fun with family and for a while there I managed to hold on to my temper even if mom was driving me nuts again.


But I have been working on getting out of depression for a while. i hope that whatever I am doing works
20 September 2013 @ 11:45 pm

My back hurts. My chest hurts. My tummy hurts. I wanna die